Thank you for caring but even though u care and say others do too I know I’ll only ever be a quick memory thought about and cared for for a short while and soon after forgotten and put out of thought and mind. Once again unloved and insignificant to all that move on and keep living.
Y not death its not like people really care I mean come on the no one likes me everyone thinks I’m just annoying and a nuisance and other people just hate me plus I’m clearly not attractive to anyone the one person I loved more than my own life left me and could care less so please tell me what possible reason I have for living everyday other than to suffer from day to day knowing I’m worthless, unwanted, and unloved.
Because life, loneliness, depression, and the fact that I was kind of dumped by the girl i loved more than my life and the same girl i did anything for and everything to make her happy but it wasn’t good enough to make her want to stay is finally overwhelming me plus everyone just thinks I’m annoying and a nuisance. And either way it doesn’t seem like she wants to come back and I don’t blame her who would I fuck everything up and obviously can’t do a single thing right in my life and I’m just worthless. Who wants someone like me around when there’s all the other guys who are better than me in every way so who needs me to be alive, no one. So my existence is pointless I have no reason to live.
acceptable pet names:
- cutie pie
unacceptable pet names:
- boo boo sweetie oojy woojy poogy poo
- sweet devil prince in the pale moon light
- 2% milk
- Ella Fitzgerald
i think you have these mixed up
i would swoon if my future boyfriend called me floor